Monday, June 02, 2008

The Uncertain Future

Am wondering what's God's plans for me now. Got to be more on the edge, or stay in where I am.

Things that are holding me back from going to China:
1) April, what should i do?
2) Housing in SG, I want to buy a house
3) Celia, who'll take care of things?
4) Barang Barang for Indo
5) Spirituality
6) BIS, the work that I am doing
7) Christians and my friends

Things that compels me to go China:
1) Helping my parents, fulfill my duty as eldest son
2) Excelling in the business of my Father
3) Lead a better future (possibly)
4) Reach out to my siblings and parents

I really wonder what I need to do... On one hand, I felt obligated to go. On the other, I felt really reluctant. Somehow, everyone's advise is to do otherwise.

God, God, what are you trying to teach me in this lesson of yours...

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