Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Life... Simply Life...

Morning went by hard...
Pain at my throat,
Tiredness on my head.

Seasons of joy comes,
Seasons of sadness shortly arrive.
Truly, when will this life end i ask.
A simple word yet so difficult to fulfill;
Patience.... Patience.... Simply, be patient...

I guess life is a waiting game we all play.
Waiting and Trying seems to roll us by quite well.
Failing is part of the story we all tell,
and Success always seems so far away.

Hope I cling on to.
Faith I dearly held on.
Trust in the invisible Lord i kept reminding.
And Love... Above all things, Love.
For Love will keep me alive.

I fear that my life ain't last that long,
Yet that fear contradict to my longing to be home.
What do I Have in this world that may stop me?
Oh how I cling on dearly to that hope which i know,
Till the day I die, which He may never fulfill.
Lord thy will be done I pray,
And set my heart free as I cry.

Life.... Is terribly difficult........
Still, we should all contribute to its joy.
So SM:)e! For it brings forth blessings
abounds many I can never foresee.


AMEN!

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Today is the day...

Father,

I made this wall for you..
Not to separate myself from everyone.
I am sorry for my pride,
Woe to me for my self-righteousness.
For you want me to live in openess.
As you have blessed me with deep thoughts,
That I too, may share thee's words with others.

May your name be glorified for ever and ever.

Amen.

I aint no God...

Amazing Love, How sweet the sound..
That you Oh God, would die for me.
Amazing Love, How can it be,
That you Oh God, would care for me.
Amazing Grace, and can it be,
That you Oh God, would forgive me.

And there i stood,
on that wide open field.
Looking above, for you oh my God..
For you i search and i ponder,
And in my heart, i want to be you.

You humbled me o my God.
You shown me the color of my heart.
Thank You O Lord, that I am but a human.

The green grass bent its body by the willowing wind,
In humility, it accepts its fate be it trampled or eaten.
And here I live, as God's creation, no mightier than the grass...
Yet I cant live the day, the fact that I need nothing but Thee.

Father, control is what i desire.
And you held me back for I know not what You aspire.
For I am in no way equal to you,
Not even Jesus in his humane, compared himself equal to you.
Such is the humility,
Such is the power.
And such, is His Love for me.

Amen!

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Mysterious Lover

I was tired and I thought I was weak.
Yet all I needed was to talk.
I focused on loving and it struck,
And behold, here I stand upright.

I was confused...
Was I giving for my selfishness.
Did I intend on working for Jesus,
Or to glorify my own right and works.

I am tired and weak,
Only for a while.
To taste the fruit of your love,
where you are always nigh
And ever willing to share.

I am lonely and felt unloved,
Only for a while.
To have you stand by my side,
Holding my feeble hand
You pulled me close to hug.
Oh how sweet your embrace it felt.

If I desire one thing right now,
Is to be able to see your glory.
Watch your miracle,
Be held tight and gain comfort...
In believing that I stand,
With the almighty who understand.

O Mighty God who design,
The air we breathe...
Never once you complain,
The dirt we fill in the air.
O mighty God who built,
The pillars of humanity.
Never once you give in,
To our disregard of your existence.

You are a mysterious lover,
A king fighting for his people.
A lion protecting its cub.
A warrior rescuing his maiden.
Your love is unmeasurable.
Beyond the understanding of the universe...

I am glad o Lord that I have you.
I am glad O God that i can worship you...
Am glad that you send angels to lighten me,
am glad that you knw and provide for my needs.

Monday, November 14, 2005

Monday Dedication

Father,

Let me trust that you will provide for my need,
That I shall no longer be in want.
Help me overcome my fears in life...
And go through life fulfilling what You have in mind for me.

Father, guide me, and straighten the path ahead of me.
I would want to pray for the lost, that they may find you.
Use me Father, to be a light to the world.

I love you Father, and Its in you that I want to confide,
And your heart is what I want to sought for.
I long for your fellowship back Home...
Where I can no longer be in longing nor in needs.

Father, I am waiting for the world to fall...
I am waiting for the tears to stop.
I am waiting and waiting...
for you I will wait.

In your son's name i pray..

Amen!

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Sunday's Prayer

Ps 46:10...

Father, thank you for giving us the best we can have in our lives. Thank you for allowing us to stand or sit here this morning, to enjoy your sweet grace, beautiful hope, and amazing love...

Thank you Father for giving us this powerful tool called prayer. We may go to you at all times in good or bad seasons of our lives, and your arm is never too short to save nor your ear too dull to hear. For your mercy and forgiveness, we are truly grateful.

This morning as we gather to worship you, allow us to put the past week behind, and the upcoming week out of our mind. For we live in a fast paced, worry-full society. Its so easy that amidst our worship, we get distracted and forget that you are the God almighty who not only have answers to the worries we have in our lives, but also to the perfect future that you have in mind for us. Allow us to be still, and acknowledge that You, oh God, is Lord over our life. Help us to open our hearts to be receptive to your message this day, and let us leave the fellowship desiring to do more and greater things for your glory.

Father, We would also like to pray for the sick, that you may heal. For the lonely and empty, that you may fill. For the lost, that you may guide. For the weak, that you may strengthen. For the poor, that in them you will shine. For the prideful, that you may humble. In all things Lord, we commit our lives to you, may your name be glorified through the works that you have given to us.

Father, we beg that you help us gain victory over the mission trips that we are planning for. To the upcoming trip to Seremban... Though 3 days may seem like a short time to start a church, we pray that the seeds we sow may bear fruits with your help. We pray that you may help us with our goal of bringing 20 visitors that Sunday morning, and may your hands be upon every Disciple who will be going for this trip. Grant us good health, smooth journey and victory for you. May we be used as a powerful vehicle to drive your ministry, to meet the people that are searching for you. Once again, we commit this trip into your hands.

Thank you Father for this relationship, for this awesome church, and this beautiful morning.

It is in Jesus name we pray,

AMEN.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

the stand of my heart

Father, forgive me,
for i have replaced thee,
with the love of sin.

I felt alone,
Yet i know you are nearby.
I felt guilty,
Yet i know you still loves me.

How great thou art,
the hymns all say.
How great thou love,
the joke will remember.

I felt alone,
Yet i know you are waiting on me...
I felt guilty,
Yet i know you are waiting for me...

Father how i long to be back home...
where the paths of sin shall never cross me...
where the loneliness of guilt can never fill me...
Deep within, all i want is just a companion...

Oh Father, never once I want to replace you.
Yet oh Lord, you know me better than I do.
Please guide my heart, Enlighten my soul.
Teach me thy faithfulness,
Empower me with thy lesson of gratefulness.

I beg you Father...
Pls.. teach me....
and let me flee...
to the land where no sin reign...

Love you father.. I love you...